Thank you so much for your comments. I love all of you and I miss you so much. I have relearned a few things about myself this past few weeks. I do not like to ask for help. I want to do it on my own, and I want to do it right! Perfectionism at its best! I gave everything I had to my new job and everything around me started to fall apart...my health, my family, my friends, my house, and my job! Finally, Thursday I took the day off, my supervisor took over my class. And on Monday, I am getting an assitant. God works in mysterious ways. I am now able to focus on my priorities...My Heavenly Father, myself, my family and my friends, then my job. Just when I think I have defeated this evil of perfectionism, it comes back mocking me. As if saying "I am still here...." Then, God whispers, "give it to me and I'll take care of it". And He does. Amazing!
I Love you, all